Killing Sadness is my first story in a trilogy, a personal acount of struggle and hope that zeros in on the heart of problems that plague our happiness level. Some will say you can not kill sadness as it must be endured to fore-full some esoteric learning experance, valid reasoning up to a point.
In the story below  you will learn how free will is  a  cool tool without over doing the woo woo.

Cutting to the chase, Even short meditations  help us define higher thought cognitive capacity, once the art of meditation has been developed. A big key to establishing deeper  meaningful values, as  intelligent human beings, 
I am including this in my first submission. Google "medatation breathing and unfocusing techniques".

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Sadness is a temporary thing, however considering it's depth and/or duration are variables  under the influence of reaction to real world events, we may have ways of channeling the energy along other pathways.
 
I was getting  sad thinking climate change, it could end our species, but then I found hundreds of people working on solutions.  I am not quite so sad. I rediscovered the value of 1 on 1 communication with like-minded peers via Enlivening-edge. and the Global challenges  groups. 

Valuable connections are being made that make it true what they say about action/s exercise works wonders on more than just mussel groups. it kills sadness. It also helps with brain disorders and mental health struggles that are silently sweeping the nation.
Every day, more individuals experience anxiety, ADD/ADHD, depression, or other brain-related conditions that cause unbearable suffering. So continue to see the secret here below.

For the suicidal reader, it will reduce the chance of choosing a permanent solution, (no undo) to a temporary problem. 

When I was around 24, I discovered I was drinking way too much on almost every weekend and often during the week. I would wake up from a blackout with no memory of how I got home. sadly. It took a few more years  then in Mosman north Sydney in 1982 I was introduced to AA.

I could not get the 12 steps of recovery from alcoholism to work very well for me, until years of failure led me to rethinking my values.
I was clinging to my atheism, even after acknowledgement of powers greater than myself existing all around me.
However to my surprise, letting go was the missing skill or key to puzzle of a meaningful existence.
What exactly did I have to Let go of? My scientifically valid analysis of Psychology? no, oh yeah, open a rabbit hole of metaphysics with the red or blue pill. Nope
I wanted to get well, and I was hearing the same message over and over that the steps work.  
The issue was my science background conflicting with the idea of religious concepts and supreme beings. Research I conducted personally into alcohol addiction and its effect on my decision making ability was cause for concern, to put it mildly.
I decided, after a few more attempts that I would "fake it till you make it" as the sign on the AA room said.

An insight  came one day after meditating for a while, then asking the universe God of my understanding, for knowledge of his will for me, (her if you prefer) Calling good orderly direction (God) my God or a power greater than myself, "OK I’m ready, what is it?...  What is your will for me?... I waited.... and waited…. nothing? deafening silence?.  I was not going to get a reply.

It was about this moment of giving up thinking he thinks I'm not ready,  came this voice from the universe saying “what do you  want?
Well knock me down with a feather, it's free will foe me to decide.   If I do the will of others, it's not free will.
Thanks to the new Good Orderly Direction, for allowing me to decide which path leads to  a higher thoughts quality value to truth, empathy and morality.

In the second Book I share about the confidence boost  after getting out of prison,  With  strangers  calling  you a legend, wow.
I later won my  bicycle helmet court case in Cairns after getting a serous skin cancer to help  those suspicion's gain momentum.

A Win for me and all cyclists in the suburbs. I recently had a melanoma removed from my chest.

My long running fight against Bicycle helmet laws DownUnder is not about hating bicycle helmets, it's about the risk of skin cancer being greater than that of head injuries for cyclists.

Pedestrians do not have to use a helmet yet they have a higher fatality rate than cyclists. (indicates bias) I was arrested dozens of times for resisting police who spotted me cycling with my sunhat, and put in jail for going armed to cause fear.

I get attacked by police and pepper sprayed for refusing to use a  helmet on a bicycle? when I am just trying to protect my face from the sun with the recommended Sun hat mentioned in the outdoor safety workplace laws.

So I carry a Stanley utility knife for protection. When I went to the local paper they tried to throw me out. I showed the reporter what I have to carry for protection and they called the police and said we have a situation.

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I must accept the robots directions. If I refuse my head will begin to warm dangerously so I submit. The Robot has the entire literature of Humanity loaded into it's random access memory. Every paper ever published and many that were redacted.

Access to the hive must be carefully guarded, predators endanger the longevity and infiltration of 1% can cause major disruptions. So we chat for a while, going deeper into the ethical use of ai. The dangers to real human independent media, of censorship of lawful use laws.

Conclusion; Science fiction writers must be getting excited, ChatGPT4 a huge improvement in capabilities on it's predecessors.